YIL[E].me.my thoughts.my life

damn.pissed.i see red.

i am so damn very very pissed!!!parents are so irritating..especially when they think they are right all the time..say..they are crazy..really crazy over stocks..they live in their own lala stock world..they dont care whatever shit about you except your results..

so what is their problem when you have good results yet they forbid you using the computer?!!..i can manage my time alright!!damn it..

and when i draw up a poster which says: "they say we are computer addicts but they themselves are crazy over stocks market..they think they are right ALL THE TIME!! f***!"and stick it on my door..they assumed i was referring to them..

come on..everyone in this nation has the freedom to write what they want..

damn..i see red..!

Wednesday, August 31, 2005 at 10:50 PM

~~yile out~~

what a day..

during pipc revision..i was stoic through out the lecturer's ramblings on stoichiometry stuffs..coz i cant understand a word she says..as in..my brain needs to process her words and rearrange the sentence structure..how troublesome..i rather shut my ears and just look at the screen..

now..here's the funny part..think she said something like 'up on' which somehow perk my hearing senses and since my eyes were focused on the screen..i was like:" 'upon'...'up on'..eh?!!"...and i burst out laughing..haha..

ok..i know i am such a meanie..but seriously..i like guys with beanies..

going cranky..pre-exam jitters..argh..!!

~~yile out~~

disappointment

..ay..i uploaded the photos..went through the numerous steps to register selling the stuffs on ebay..and guess what..my mom said it's cheating money(minimum US$0.85 per registration) and told me not to..argh!!!

ok..i am so disappointed =(

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Tuesday, August 30, 2005 at 7:26 PM

~~yile out~~

naruto.naruto.naruto

yea..was surfing ebay looking for rare naruto merchandise not sold in singapore..saw one that has all the 5 music cds i want..but the thing is..including shipment and all..it will cost me like US$70..! ay...still browsing through the 3000 plus items..hope i can find some nice stuffs..

i found a really nice sasuke wallet..sasuke and kakashi dog tags..banpresto kakashi plushie(kawaii!!) and uchiha fan necklaces..waaah..but why are they all based in either usa or hongkong?!!..the price is actually quite reasonable minus the shipping cost..a t-shirt costs around $6.99..with shipment and stuffs..it adds up to $17++..! argh!!

...gonna auction my own items on ebay..hehe..then use the earnings to splurge on naruto stuffs..

Ja matte!

~~yile out~~

new ear hole

got myself a new ear hole..yea..yy and i each have 2 on the left while stef and wanzi have theirs on the right..me n my uno partner..hehe..L4's distinctive characteristic: 3 ear holes...cool..

hooray!!no school and boring revisions tomorrow..gonna devote my time to studying HAP and SFP..the last two subjects to be tested but requires memorizing..argh..i hate memorizing..that's one reason why i chose physics over biology in secondary school..

drew kakashi on this folder and was gonna auction on ebay..but..my mom forgot her password and is still trying to remember..wah..i am so fed up..she was like "ok..i am very sure this is the correct one.."..guess what..she said that for all the 10 different passwords she asked me to type..

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Monday, August 29, 2005 at 7:35 PM

~~yile out~~

stef's b'day and L4's third outing!

we had HAP lab early this morning..dealed with urine samples and stuffs..kinda yucky eh..and wanzi has abnormal specific gravity for her urine..it has a value greater than the calibrated marks can give..waah..ohno wanzi..your kidney..

then we went to engine1 for lunch..guess who we saw..haha..anyways..the birthday present L4 got for stef was themed "pink"..the only flaw was that we mistook the purple belt for pink..coz we are all colour blind...haha..

after the SFP practical exam, we went to TM..at toy'r'us..we were like old kids deprived of childhood..yy whacked my head with a squishy sponge-like hammer, wanzi played on the kiddy piano with only one octave worth of keys and stef cuddled a black plushie dog which she insists is me(she is implying that i am dark..dotx)..i am the only sensible one..haha..

finally got to watch charlie and the chocolate factory..johnny depp rox..yea..

not to forget..HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEF!!!

Friday, August 26, 2005 at 9:19 PM

~~yile out~~

friends and foes

"Regardless of sweat, saliva or mucus, we will remain as best buddies of L4.." that's the pledge stef and i thought up while playing badminton..coz i din bring a towel and was sweating like crazy..then stef was so kind as to lend me hers..ya might think it's gross..but that's what good buddies are for..haha..

yy couldn't find her class tee..she ended up being the 'outstanding' one..extra..and she keep doodling on my arm..argh..and wanzi..you have a nice butt..don't walk like an ant..

oh..new nicks for our foes...the ghost a.k.a. myocomatta..preserved food a.k.a. racemic mixture..AA a.k.a. amino acid= attract attention...

Ja matte!

Thursday, August 25, 2005 at 6:44 PM

~~yile out~~

not the real thing..sad..

my birthday shopping spree starts today..went to comics connection to check up on naruto stuffs..yay..they have icha icha paradise..cool..i thought it was the real stuff..its a rather perverted book by the way..coz they don't allow browsing..ya gotta risk buying without knowing the contents...guess what..that thing is a notebook with the icha icha paradise cover..duh..

but never mind..i am collecting naruto stuffs anyway...bought new clothes..1 of which has mickey prints..yea..i love mickey mouse!!! man..i wear mickey stuffs for motivation boost..they pose as reminders for me to work harder..

ok..gotta take my bath..
Ja!

Tuesday, August 23, 2005 at 8:28 PM

~~yile out~~

L4's msn disaster

csas ended 1 hour earlier...cool..so we went to the library..as usual..L4 chatted through msn even though we were only a few inches apart from one another..then wanzi came up with something really stupid..she copied stef's nick and typed stuffs to piss me..and stef was like, "it wasn't me!!"..ok that got me confused for a millisecond before wanzi broke out laughing..haha..

we decided to trick yy..so now the 3 of us have the same nick..we used the same font size, colour and everything..wahaha..we typed nonsenses to piss one another...the whole chat log was like so messy..in the end..we couldn't figure out who typed what..wah..

later in the evening..we attended TPSU AGM..think all the 13 excos did a wonderful job..looking forward to this year's activities..yea..ya guys rox!!!

...wearing my thick-framed tooty glasses tomorrow..if ya happen to see me around in school , ya would be able to witness my nerdy make-over..haha..

Ja matte...

Monday, August 22, 2005 at 10:29 PM

~~yile out~~

serious.crazy.me

...great..i am having insomnia..sleeping at around 1 plus lately when i normally hit the bed before 11..must be the pre-exam jitters..i get that alot..at least i know how to manage my stress level now..but getting very cranky and crazy as a result..haha..

i ain't a study freak..but understand well enough the importance of studies to work hard for it..say..i know when to be serious..stef and wanzi say i am very serious when playing badminton..i must switch to my sympathetic mode coz i can't afford to laugh..duh..i would miss the ball!!..but really..i am otherwise very crazy in school..

amazing feats of mine: making stef laugh till her lacrimal glands can't take it anymore; hugging wanzi around the waist, earning a what-the-toot look; stubbornly wanting to open roller coaster before lunch, incuring the wrath of yy....muahaha..

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~~yile out~~

TPSU sub-com rox! ex-cos too!!

yeah!! back from TPSU sub-com initiation camp...the empires were named after chocolates..cadbury, mon cheri, ferrero, hersheys', van houten and godiva..cool eh..haha..had lotza fun and made lotza new friends..godiva won the cheering competition for the loudest cheer..!!! had only a few hours of sleep the first night..a group of boys tickled our feet and woke us up..! duh..

the second day went as a blur coz i was too tired to remember anything..yawn*still very tired after having slept for 10 hours..as expected..i got darker by a shade..and am as dark as chocolates now..argh...

Ja matte!

Sunday, August 21, 2005 at 4:33 PM

~~yile out~~

marathon lectures

..finally..maths quiz is over..and i think i will do really badly for this one..sad..having band practice later from 630 to 900..the 3rd practice of this week..rehearsing for tomorrow's lunch-time concert..think it's gonna be so fun..at least i get to miss HAP practical..muahaha..

..today is the longest day of the week..and i seriously don't understand why they must squeeze all the 5 lectures together..and even more so..in the late afternoon..that's when my concentration and energy hits the bottom..! i practically doze off every 10 minutes..what's the use?..ay..

anywayz..gonna go meet seehua..

Ja!

Thursday, August 18, 2005 at 6:08 PM

~~yile out~~

quiz week

whee..3 quizzes over..and 1 more to go..played badminton with stef, wanzi, aloysius and cephas..the guys are like weirdos when they speak mandarin..their mother tongue sux!!haha..looking forward to the next badminton session..i like how exercising can help me relax..yea..

..semestral exam coming in a few weeks time..wah..hope i can clear all my subjects..especially SFP and HAP..i hate memorizing!..and i definitely am not gonna put myself through studying the same subjects again the next semester..

must study hard..
yea..

Wednesday, August 17, 2005 at 9:28 PM

~~yile out~~

late for lesson..damn

i slept in today coz lesson starts at 2pm..first thing i did when i woke up was to boot my comp..muahaha..saw stef online and talked crap with her..ay..was slacking till 12 plus when i realized my tutorial homework ain't complete yet..argh..had to rush through doing it..and the reason for me being late: stomach upset when i was about to leave the house..damn..thank goodness i was only 7 minutes late..else gonna be marked down on attendance..yea..

stef said the uchiha fan looks like a table tennis bat..wah..its my favourite shirt eh..besides the kakashi one..

bored.bored.bored...chilling while waiting for band practice to start at 630pm..

yea..i uploaded the sb family photo from van's page..its so cool..i love spongebob family!!!

miss my old friends..*sob..

Ja ne..

Monday, August 15, 2005 at 5:51 PM

~~yile out~~

spongebob family outing:the good old days

met up with seeman a.k.a. spongebob, winnie a.k.a. patrick and vanessa a.k.a. squidward at downtown east..we were like aimlessly walking around for 15 minutes before deciding to play pool...there was this rather nosey guy..he keeps coming over to our table and cheering when we got the ball in..duh..

then..after an hour..we went to spongebob's chalet and took like alot of pictures while waiting for qinzhi a.k.a. bacteria..try permutating 4! to know how many shots we snapped..haha..finally after qinzhi has arrived..we played the LOTR monopoly that i brought from home..it was so damn fun and hilarious during the game..we were like laughing all the way through..wahaha..

our dinner was bbq food prepared by sb's parents..it was a delicious spread of well-marinated chicken wings, franks and bbq marshmallows..sb's baby brother was like so cute and hyperactive..and he did something funny: cleaned his dirty hands on sb's t-shirt..haha..

we reminicised those days in ahs over dinner..like the incident where we were caught by our vice-principal for going to class late..although recess was over 20 minutes ago, we were like leisurely climbing up the stairs; before coming face to face with the vp..wah...and he was like: "Do you guys know how much time have been wasted? Calculate the % of lesson you all have missed!" that scared the shit out of us..the hilarious part was all of us actually calculated the exact % in our head..

after which..we played card games till around 2300..van and winnie had their parents to fetch while qz took a bus and i walked home..our next outing is on saturday..yea..looking forward to it..!

hope evelyn a.k.a. mr krabb and zhanting a.k.a. gary can make it this time..

-yile a.k.a. sandy-

Sunday, August 14, 2005 at 11:49 PM

~~yile out~~

i am back!!

..finally have time to update.. after csas formal presentation is done and over with..whee..was so obedient as to do my theory homework..but piano lesson was cancelled coz my teacher is down with stomach flu..hope she recovers soon..also..L4, fiona, seehua and my sis are all in TPSU sub-com..oh yeah!! we are having a initiation camp next friday..and i will get darker for sure..=X

now my sis and i each have a personal computer..hers is a laptop with no network connection(for now) and mine is a non-portable, flat-screen monitor cum PC with network connections..man, i wouldn't trade anything for my comp..coz it has been my best friend for 1 year now..yea..

Ja!

Saturday, August 13, 2005 at 3:07 PM

~~yile out~~

Happy 40th Birthday Singapore!!!

ooh...just came back from celebration at tampines..totally roasted and busted after the whole thing..the sun is too freaking intense..but there's one nice auntie who offered to share her umbrella with me..wah..i am so touched..

also made a new friend today..he is one fun guy who loves animes and we hit off just like that..talked lots about naruto and spoiler stuffs..i kinda know the ending..it's so saddening..

the performance in all was fun..especially the singapore wave..the atmosphere was great!!
our drumming was still passable..considering the fact that there were a few thousand peeps and only 10 instructors..yea..

realized how much i miss singing the national anthem and saying the pledge..after not doing so for half a year..regret not cherishing it during my primary and secondary school days..oh..and the fireworks were awesome! whoa..

yea..I LOVE SINGAPORE!!

Tuesday, August 09, 2005 at 11:29 PM

~~yile out~~

National Day Eve

wah!! i have got a bruise on my palm..and it hurts alot..the result of playing the conga-like drum with my bare hands..the rehearsal was like from 2 to 8..but we had breaks in between..the funny thing was that dinner was served 20 minutes after the snacks were distributed..haha..

then..imagine 1500 people playing the same rhythm all at once--disaster..well, it's really a miracle we could get the tempo and stuffs right at times..there's also this cute little boy who follows me around..i saw him alone and said 'hi' to him..he has been tagging along since..but i don't mind..haha..

a must to wear the red t-shirt tomorrow..it's long, baggy and basically big..although it's the smallest size available..can't imagine those people taking XL..whoa..can pull off as pajamas..

ooh..remember to support the National Day Celebration, Community Drumming @ the open field near Tampines Central..if ya happen to read this before 9 Aug..think the event's gonna start at 4..

yea..HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!

Monday, August 08, 2005 at 11:15 PM

~~yile out~~

JN 3:16 outing number 3..woohoo..

was supposed to meet edison, moses, sean and my sis to play pool at 5..i overslept and was late for like 10 minutes..ay..we had like 6 games before having our dinner at TM foodcourt..ed was reading while waiting..whoa..then moses fished out a magazine..a magazine on politics...double whoa..the drastic difference between jc and poly students..they read times and we read lime..yea..edison and moses left soon after to attend their church's youth..

the cinema queue was so damn long..the tickets for 'charlie and the chocolate factory' were all sold out..except for the midnight show..argh..not fated to watch..the 3 of us raced with one another on Daytona and i came in first and second respectively..wahaha..

also met my senior whom i never talked to for 3 years due to some problems...but everything's fine now =)

spending too much money and time out lately..

gonna make it a point to refrain myself..

Saturday, August 06, 2005 at 10:12 PM

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~~yile out~~

CCN day..fun but tiring

..din attend lecture today coz i was 20 minutes late...rather had a great time playing computer games in the library..wahaha..met up with the rest of L4 and ate at the coffeeshop opposite school..walking under the sun for less than 10 minutes got me darker by a shade..too much melanin i guess..argh..

aa14's class tee rox!! and the fact that '14' looks very much like 'L4' makes it rawk even more! [thumbs-up for either stef, wanzi or yy for thinking up the name..yea..]my legs are aching from walking to and fro, selling twisties on a tray..and standing for 2 hours straight during band practice made it worse..aah..

..oh..wanzi has the same thick-rimmed glasses as me..just of a different colour..gonna wear it someday when i feel like reverting back to my sec2 nerdy look..miss the good old days..

..it's 12:39 a.m. now..guess it's time to sleep eh..yawn*..

Ja..

~~yile out~~